… some how still… you affect the things I do…

All this I do to illicit a response, any response.  Should you tell me that you can never see us going out again, that I am far too old…or whatever.  It would be infinitely better.  Instead there is no response.  I do not move you too say… anything.  And in this absence I continue with [...]

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…I.Want.A…Coin-Operated boy…

I need to find a flaw in you…then I can obsess over it and not want to see you again….like I do with everyone else…but alas … you are flawless…but you cannot be, there must be a flaw somewhere….

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Don’t Try To Fool Me…

I awake today and look at the alarm clock as it rings….I am having difficulty understanding the time.  It appears alien to me. 6:00? What exactly does it mean? It does not seem to follow the pattern as yesterday, it looks different some how. I lay in bed reassembling my thoughts. I am trying to [...]

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